martes, 12 de junio de 2012

SAYING GOODBYE

know we are not close, we barely even talked to each other once in a while. But there is something I have to get off my mind. Saying goodbye to you has probably been one of the hardest things I've ever done. Maybe it was the hardest. The smile you had on your face was comforting, but I could catch a gimpse of sadness in your eyes, as well as in your voice. I'm trying to deal with the fact that I'm walking out of your life the same way you are walking out of mine. I know we might never see each other again, and that really makes me sad. I wish we had more time to get to know each other better. I know there are things you have to share, and I'm more than willing to listen. And there are things I want to share to. I wonder if we might get along. How many different things do we have in common? And how many others we don't? Would we had actually became close? Or would we hate each other? It really bothers me not to know those answers. Some how, you just broke my heart without even knowing, how could you know? I didn't knew either. How did this happened? Were your sweet words responsible? Or were just your actions? I can't get you out of my mind and I don't fully understand! Why now and not earlier? Now that I'm leaving, now that I can't stop that, now that we are apart. So all I'm taking back with me is that sudden embrace and the promise of coming back and look for you.